Ninja up (as opposed to cowboy up).
There was some unpleasantness in my tuesday meeting yesterday. I just about totally lost it and threw my laptop at a guy. I got so far as to pick it up to throw, but I bobbled it, and got a second of control back not to do that. This should tell you exactly how close I am to the edge here. I'm sick and tired of not getting listened to, have people restate (incorrectly) what I've done back to me, and generally act like idiots. But that's yesterday.
Today it is time to ninja up a bit. I just have to gut this thing out, and progress IS actually getting made. It galls me somewhat that I've done an extraordinary amount of work, and will receive little credit. It eats away at my liver that I'm not supposed to tell the truth. I'm supposed to be vague. It completely burns me that most of what I've done is met with a good bit of apathy. But I'm just going to have to save all that.
Maybe I'll take time off after we get approval. Listen to me, 'after' we get approval. Hopefully I'm not wrong.
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